||[Dec. 30th, 2003|03:05 pm]
I've been told more than once that I look like a dominatrix (whatever that means), but I much prefer to be submissive. The level of submission varies... when I'm in the mood for particularly rough & dirty sex, I like to be slapped around and have my hair pulled and my ass spanked. I like to be completely ravaged in every hole and having the man (or woman for that matter) tell me exactly what to do. Call me a bitch, call me a hot slut... if you're doing it while fucking me hard from behind and pulling my hair, I'll love every minute of it. Sadly, though, I've only had one guy who was capable of doing this. Most men are too timid, but he wasn't afraid to shove my mouth on his cock, slap my hands away, and tell me to take it all in...
For the timid guys, I play the role of an innocent little girl. They tell me how to move, how to lay, where to put my mouth, how to ride their cocks... They know full well that I'll do anything they want me to, all accompanied by wide-eyed innocence and the overwhelming desire to please them completely.
My latest fantasy, though, is submissive in a different way... it involves myself, another girl, and a man. The man is the dominant one, telling the girl and I exactly what to do. He starts by telling us how to undress each other, and continues on until we have fingered, 69ed, and licked each other to the point of orgasm. He doesn't get to lay a hand on either of us until we've made each other cum... then we reward him by double-teaming him with a blowjob. After that, he totally has his way with us, taking turns fucking one of us while the other does whatever he tells her to do... sits on his face or the other girl's face, gives a rim job or 2, sucks on the girl's nipples, fucks herself with a dildo... anything the guy wants to see. It all ends, of course, with the guy shooting his load all over my & the other girl's tits and then directing us to lick it off of each other. It sounds so porno, but I guess that's just what I like ;)
The only problem is... I have nobody to help me make it come true :(